A Journey called Adulthood..
I always had the thought to deactivate my WordPress accounts. Writings used to be my passion, sharing and having the thought that strangers from all over the world read what i wrote makes me feel that “me” being heard. But ever since i starts living into adulthood i find less time to explore and maintaining my passion in writing. All the thoughts i had seems to fade away unknowingly. Having no compassion of what people thought of “Me” is a bless at first. But somehow as time passed I feel that the reality had been “ME” secluded without being heard. I have become invisible to certain people, and surprisingly to those whom I used to share-plates-with.
Adulthood is a phase where people like me will have millions of excuses not to venture into it. Why? Because we are scared. It happens because we have been pampered by our parents responsibilities where whatever we need has been prepared for, money-clothes-cars-fuel-etc . My first adulthood task? Earning Money a.k.a Working.
I have to admit, adulthood was being introduced to me when i was unprepared. The time where I had no idea what I might get myself into. But each time the clocks ticks, each time that puny-hands making its 360 circles in that clock a new adventure begin where it will end with a lessons and become a valuable experiences. Therefore it is not an easy task, but as long as you have people that you love to fall back into, they who will continuously supporting you, strength is rechargeable. Forcing you to move on to end the chapter and starts writing a new introduction in the next chapter. Whether in the end it is going to be a happily ever after or another character died? it is wholly up to you. Your life, your book, your introduction and your endings.
Until then, I will try to keep writing and carved wonderful images on that chapter. If another route ends with a cliff, we can always take a step back, and change to another route eventhough we have no idea where the route will takes us as long as we are ready for the upcoming test.
That is Life.
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